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Post by tanaree on May 18, 2008 23:52:12 GMT -5
Well Like in that poem I sent you and say every night, "nobody understands, how much our love means" I Think your friends should be better friends and consider how you feel and be proud of you. My friends are.
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Post by tanaree on May 18, 2008 23:52:38 GMT -5
Yay!! page 7!! *dance*
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Post by Cedric Alexandre Seaman on May 19, 2008 19:31:20 GMT -5
*joins the dance*
They just know how I get after the post-dump phase, and they don't want to put up with it again. My best friend Gabe, who always deals with my crap and never complains ata all, got so annoyed with my depression, he turned to me and said "Dude, you've been at this for THREE ******* months, I'm tired of hearing you say this, and you REALLY NEED TO GET OVER HER!"
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Post by tanaree on May 19, 2008 23:51:33 GMT -5
So they think I'm a just a phase?
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Post by Cedric Alexandre Seaman on May 20, 2008 21:56:17 GMT -5
They think that you'll dump me and I'll succeed in killing myself.
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Post by tanaree on May 21, 2008 0:38:51 GMT -5
I would never do that!! Even if I did dump you for reasons unkown, we're close enough that we could still be friends, and if you did kill yourself, I would bring you back just so I could kill you myself for being so stupid. I wish your friends knew me better and could understand that.
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Post by Cedric Alexandre Seaman on May 21, 2008 17:47:11 GMT -5
I wish they could, too, but they've seen it happen before. I've attempted suicide once, and went into major depression after that with someone else. I only go out with someone I think of as 'meant to be'
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Post by tanaree on May 22, 2008 1:23:48 GMT -5
Well, they can believe what they believe, at least we know our love is true. Anyways, I know that if (here I go with the ifs again, but some reason I wanted to tell this to you, I have no idea why) I broke up with you for some unknown reason, I would most likely tell you the reason and I know that if you thought of me, before you tried to kill yourself, you might not have the courage, knowing how it would hurt me. I don't know why I told you that, it kind of feels silly now. But I guess I just had it on my mind and your the person I know I can tell things like this to, you and Andi.
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Post by Cedric Alexandre Seaman on May 23, 2008 9:02:54 GMT -5
I wouldn't kill myself if you dumped me. I would more go insane... MORE Insane...
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Post by tanaree on May 23, 2008 12:32:51 GMT -5
At least you would be alive...
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Post by Cedric Alexandre Seaman on May 24, 2008 19:44:21 GMT -5
Yup
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Post by tanaree on May 27, 2008 12:31:16 GMT -5
That was kind of weird...We went from theses huge long post and this huge conversation to a one word reply...Of course this is more than one word, but still...I GET TO SEE YOU NEXT FRIDAY!!!!!(more like saturday maybe...)
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Post by Cedric Alexandre Seaman on May 27, 2008 23:54:30 GMT -5
OH MY GOD! WE GET TO SEE EACH OTHER!!! IT'S SO SOON!
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Post by tanaree on May 28, 2008 12:22:21 GMT -5
I know, it's practically killing me, the only thing kepping me sane is being able to come here during Keyboarding. *excited wine(the type where you're not trying to scream in front of the entire class and embarrass yourself)*
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Post by Cedric Alexandre Seaman on May 28, 2008 20:12:39 GMT -5
Heh. I love you too.
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